Wow, my last post was rather emo. I apologize. It’s funny how a night’s sleep can change your mindset, even if it wasn’t restful AT ALL. My finger still hurts from my sewing accident. I can feel my pulse i my skin since the white blood cells are rushing to it to heal it up and all that, and it just grosses me out. So how am I supposed to sleep when I’m thinking about that, then feeling faint for thinking of that? lol

Or maybe my mood change had something to do with today not having any CS classes, since facing those lectures is rather depressing. Since it means more homework.

Whatever the cause, I feel more relaxed. Not happy, by far, but better. I woke up this morning, made me a raspberry mocha latte, and instantly felt happy. I’m a coffee person. I would cry in a life without coffee. I then went through my email, most of it junk mail. But this one link I think snapped me out of my mood. goodsamesp.com. I could not figure out what it was supposed to say. Good Same SP. Goods Am ESP. Goods A Mesp. It just didn’t make sense. I was thinking, that person fails at internet marketing. Then I saw that it was an insurance type of site and it made me even happier, since the name probably hurt their evil insurance business, lol. And poof, I was better. Is it wrong that I felt better about the possibility of someone getting in trouble?

After that I went to class, came back, had another latte to make me uber happy, and all of the sudden the code I was struggling over last night was so much more clear. Granted, it still took at least an hour of work, but I actually FINISHED IT! I finished it. At least, I think it works, lol. Watch me turn it in and get a 0, like I read the assignment wrong or something…. I hope I didn’t just set myself up for that! lol

So, I still don’t know if my future is going to work out, or if I will even use my cs degree in the future, but now that one horrid night is behind me, I hope things go smoother. And just to make things better, I’m going to once again work on my online store. I’m enjoying the possibilities of running my own business too much, I want to see it come true! And I think the design is looking rather cute, so I want it up and running!

What was the last thing you had a meltdown over? What did you do to feel better?